PAIN OF LOVE?

PAIN OF LOVE:

This was written by me at the age of sixteen,when my first relation broke.

I do remember

a day of december

on an eve of newyear

when you won me over.

From me,

you had nothing to cover

for,i was your lover.

you new no grave

when to me you gave

all that was yours

to make them ours

all for me, to share

but only with care.

At first,

you were just,

for me, a thirst

an answer to my quest

But then

i knew when

at the pit of your heart

i had no part

you had me thrown

out from your hearts throne

you forgot my name

that too, and not for a game

this brought me pain

i pleaded in vain

for no more gain

you had it clear

i was out forever

which i could no more bear

for i love you dear

and i'l love you forever,

........ever....&......ever.........

my lamp

My lamp (this was written at the age of 19, 4 yrs after my lamp left me,after this nothing till date has made a strong desire in my mind to try a hand in poetry, hope this writing space gives some inspiration)

here i am alone
sitting like a stone
with thougts of behind
swaying in my mind

a dog or a deer
a doctor or a whore
everyone everywhere
has a lamp to care

the lamp that showers
the light of motherhood
the lamp that leads
one for evey deeds

somewhere on my way
i heard someone say
that ive lost my lamp
and was ditched to a swamp

i had no light
ive lost my sight
how to fight
to make me right

without my lamp
here i am alone
sitting like a stone
...all.....alone......